So for as long as I can remember I've been listless. I don't have passions or desires. I have a great (financially speaking) job that I hate, in pursuit of a masters degree (that i don't want), faithfully committed to a church & youth ministry (that i don't care about). I've been praying for direction before I even got on this trajectory, at least since 2000. And so while I don't doubt God speaks I can't hear him. I'm ready to quit it all.