Hello I really dont know how to list this or title this. Right now im going through sonthing that My sista might be able to help me on.

I have been knowing this guy through music for about 10mths now and I nerver said that I wanted to talk to someone that have kids aydways my promblem is expressing my self to him I prayed to god to send me a male firend that I can talk to let know how i feel in this crazy life but I dont know how to talk to him. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety at 18 and evey time that I get ready to express its always held back by that and I dont want him to feel that im to emotional or want someone to through a pityy party for me. I dont know if its my pass r im just scared to hear. How do man except a women like me?

Please pray for me