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VIBE
10-07-2009, 02:22 AM
been off course man, I'm upset at myself for that. I know its wrong but it just feels so good to my flesh, I need prayer man. I can't be like this, it's making me more angry, more inpatient, more flustered during the day. Like, I've been cursing so much, and now drinking just whoa dude, I'm falling quick again, prayer my fam for real, I can't fight it, I'm just too weak for the stupidity of sin, it's sad, just prayer, pls. Names Dominic, please, AUH!

savedbygracealone
10-07-2009, 10:03 AM
praying for you now. do you have a church home where you fellowship? any brothers who you can call to talk to/be held accountable to?

have you been in your word lately?

i suggest psalm 119 (been rockin me lately)

d.hyde
10-07-2009, 01:32 PM
Will do

VIBE
10-07-2009, 01:57 PM
praying for you now. do you have a church home where you fellowship? any brothers who you can call to talk to/be held accountable to?

have you been in your word lately?

i suggest psalm 119 (been rockin me lately)


yeah I do, but I really don't fellowship there. Everyone is older, I'm 22, and have 2, almost 3 kids and they look at me funny. When I asked for prayer from them a few months back she looked at my funny and said "uh, okay". I don't go much anyway, I'm looking for a good church to roll to. Harvest, everyone says, but it's too far from my house. I'm looking closer though...

I've been in my word but I'm not absorbing it really, just reading it.

savedbygracealone
10-09-2009, 06:10 PM
yeah I do, but I really don't fellowship there. Everyone is older, I'm 22, and have 2, almost 3 kids and they look at me funny. When I asked for prayer from them a few months back she looked at my funny and said "uh, okay". I don't go much anyway, I'm looking for a good church to roll to. Harvest, everyone says, but it's too far from my house. I'm looking closer though...

I've been in my word but I'm not absorbing it really, just reading it.

hey bro, thanks for the honest feedback. our walks are definitely not meant for solo efforts... have you looked into sovereign grace ministries (http://www.sovereigngraceministries.org/) or the acts 29 network (http://www.acts29network.org/)? in any case, times like what you're going through need radical repentance... fasting to beat your flesh into submission and to get on the self discipline that is necessary. maybe some brothers from hcr would step up and be accountability with you since you don't have a solid fellowship at the moment.

still praying for you bro.

illuminaticx
10-09-2009, 11:06 PM
I will be praying.

J =]

ROB
10-12-2009, 12:30 PM
Dawg I just saw this.

I'm praying for you as well.

VIBE
10-12-2009, 02:22 PM
hey bro, thanks for the honest feedback. our walks are definitely not meant for solo efforts... have you looked into sovereign grace ministries (http://www.sovereigngraceministries.org/) or the acts 29 network (http://www.acts29network.org/)? in any case, times like what you're going through need radical repentance... fasting to beat your flesh into submission and to get on the self discipline that is necessary. maybe some brothers from hcr would step up and be accountability with you since you don't have a solid fellowship at the moment.

still praying for you bro.

thank you. I'll look into what you've stated, sovereign and acts....

mgz
10-12-2009, 10:58 PM
praying for you bro